It's been a strange few weeks for me guys, I have to admit. A bit of an emotional rollercoaster, you could say.
Perhaps you were one of the few people awake and active on Twitter about a week or so ago, when I was having a meltdown. It was around 2am and I was a sobbing, crying mess scared of getting old and dying and making lots of mistakes with my life. I called my best friend crying, and must have terrified her, only to answer when she asked
what's wrong, with; 'I'm scared you might die, or I might die, and we'll be DEAD and what if you don't even know you're my best mate?!' - she laughed, a lot. And then I laughed. I realised how ridiculous it was.
Let me back up a little here for you guys and try to explain.
I'm sorry if some of this is vague, but I'm worried that because this blog goes through to my Facebook, some people might read this post and I'd rather they didn't know certain things. I'm much more open on Twitter about everything though, as I know these people don't use Twitter. So, to get to the point - sorry if it seems like I'm being vague at all, but bear with me!